Just me whining

Apr 27, 2005 13:14

Today=worst day ever. I think that just about everything that could go wrong went wrong. Nothing too big, just little things. And some guys were making fun of me in Calc 4 becuase I don't look like I belong there. Which sucks, because I even kind of liked Calc 4 before that. But now I just feel like I can't hack it anymore. And not just in Calc either, I feel like I can't do anything. I'm so scared of my physics final, and I know I'm going to bomb my lit paper and I have no idea what's going on with my history paper. I just feel so unprepared for the end of the year. And then I have to go home, which is weird, because I feel like I don't have a home anymore. I'm in East Lansing so often, but I'm definetly not home here, even if I know I'm going to miss my friends up here so much this summer. But when I go home I feel like a guest, especially being in the new house. Maybe this summer will clear things up for me.
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