The count down begins in 9, 8, 7, 6....
I am leaving Aug 18th to go back up to FSU.
I'll be moving into my first apartment with 3 other girls
Things are going to be way different this year and i'm very excited about somethings, and very skeptical about others.
But i'm sure i'll say more on that later.
Point is, i have been working so darn much and so much has been going on this summer that i havent
seen many of my friends that i have wanted to see, or havent seen them much, if at all.
I'm working up till the day i leave, and i have tons to do.
Sooo,
I guess what i'm saying is, i'm getting super bummed.
I'm going through major ups and downs, emotional rollercoaster being super siked about leaving, but
then getting disappointed for all the goals i did not accomplish this summer since i've been so busy.
:(
I miss joby allready and she just left. I barely got to see her.
I miss how friendships used to be with people and i hate how they change, especially for dumb reasons.
I miss having a solid group of close christain friends that can encourage me in my walk
I miss the my close walk with Christ that has weakened so much this past year
That last one is something i actually have control of, and my business shouldn't cut it as an excuse.
I hope this year of classes wont suck up all my time, but it doesnt look like i'll get my wish.
I'll just have to set up my priorities. God first, and the rest will fill up naturally right?
ok, gonna shutup and get to bed...sleeping 5hrs a night doesnt help the chemical balance much
I'll be moving into my first apartment with 3 other girls
Things are going to be way different this year and i'm very excited about somethings, and very skeptical about others.
But i'm sure i'll say more on that later.
Point is, i have been working so darn much and so much has been going on this summer that i havent
seen many of my friends that i have wanted to see, or havent seen them much, if at all.
I'm working up till the day i leave, and i have tons to do.
Sooo,
I guess what i'm saying is, i'm getting super bummed.
I'm going through major ups and downs, emotional rollercoaster being super siked about leaving, but
then getting disappointed for all the goals i did not accomplish this summer since i've been so busy.
:(
I miss joby allready and she just left. I barely got to see her.
I miss how friendships used to be with people and i hate how they change, especially for dumb reasons.
I miss having a solid group of close christain friends that can encourage me in my walk
I miss the my close walk with Christ that has weakened so much this past year
That last one is something i actually have control of, and my business shouldn't cut it as an excuse.
I hope this year of classes wont suck up all my time, but it doesnt look like i'll get my wish.
I'll just have to set up my priorities. God first, and the rest will fill up naturally right?
ok, gonna shutup and get to bed...sleeping 5hrs a night doesnt help the chemical balance much