look at what ive done to her
i want to make myself reappear because i swear somewhere along the way i became invisible. i must have put myself into this box where no one could see me, or feel the love i felt for them. i want to scream at the top of my lungs i love you, i really fucking do. but how foolish of me to expect people to know i care without any expression of my emotions. you are the air i breathe. when you arent around i find myself gasping for air and suffucating in the toxic fumes of pain. hearing you say you are alone and knowing you really feel that way reminds me of how inexistent and insignificant my impact of feelings can be. how do you give love to someone when you're not quite sure how to recieve it?