bite the bullet
so i feel like im trapped. theres something i really want to do...theres someone i really want to be with..but whenever the chance comes...its always taken away. im not good at ever taking chances. im scared of everything, especially change. god, i need some help. im not sure what to do anymore. my heart cries out everynight and theres no way to shut out the deafening cries because they choke and suffocate me while i sleep. HEEEEEEELLLLLLPPPPPPPP!!!!!!