i have arrived
well i finally stepped up. i checked myself into rehab and admitted to my family i have a problem. i've been sober 61 days (yay me) i still have 4mt.s left in the program. i am doing inpatient because i need to be locked away from it. i am proud of myself. i am feeling alot better. through this program i get support and i found a sponsor. i go to meetings everynite. i also can get a job and go to school while i am in here. i don't have a guy in my life.hallejuah. i am doing this alone and it feels really good.I'm going to be ohkay.