natosha, backwards= ah so tan!
when i first moved to california in november i was living with my friend natalie and her family of 10 people. it didn't work out very well so now i'm living with my boyfriend seth. i'm still looking for a job and doing independent studies at coast. i started going in a downward spiral a few months ago when i relapsed and started doing speed again. but i got over that and those people way quicker then i did last time. it was a pretty bad time but i realized that i'm better than that. and that i'm not gainging anything by doing drugs. they suck! my friend jenny who used to do drugs went all mormon girl and she wants me to also. but,...i dunno about that they wouldn't accept me anyway haaha. it is so true though. i am kinda thinking about getting into a religion (other than mormon) but i don't really know where to start. i haven't been into the music lately and i really miss it. i don't really have the funds to go to shows right now and i haven't been able to just sit down , relax and listen to music.oh yeah, well i've been with seth for a while now it's crazy how i never thought i would be able to settle and now it just happened.