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I went to the doctor today about getting my endoscopy. He was a doctor whom I've never met with before which is strange because I've been to pretty much every doctor on the planet. Anyways, he asks me to explain my symptoms. I say, "I get this strange pain in my chest every so often, one time it was really bad..." and he just kinda looks at me like mmhmm what else... and that's it. "How often does it occur?" "Eh, it's hard to tell. Sometimes I'll get it and then it won't happen for 3 weeks." I got the feeling that I was a waste of time to him. Which I'm sure most of my doctors feel like. But the way he was looking at me brought me to a new realization. Maybe I am making something huge out of something that is not. Don't get me wrong. I do have the things that are wrong with me... proven, like epstine barr, chronic fatigue, lactose intolerance, or pernicious anemia. But these tiny things like a small pain every now and then, a cold, or a pain in my neck don't need the amount of attention I give them. I'm a hypochondriac. We all know this and I've accepted it and hoping to make a change. I'm going to accept the fact that I am a young girl, and I am healthy (mostly). I will try and take better care of myself. Hopefully. I am just sick of being sick or afraid of getting sick.
Anyway, now that that rant is overwith... this day started out terribly. I woke up at 830 like "SHIT ITS FUCKING 830 NOT 730 WTFFFFF" so I jump out of bed and get ready in like 5 minutes and go to run outside and justin is blocking me. So I had to wake up Justin to move his car. I get to work and get shit from my bosses for forgetting to tell them about my doctors appointment. Then I realized I had no gas even though I put in 10 dollars yesterday. Ugh. Well, it all turned out okay. I went to the doctor got some good news. Got a Southampton Burrito (which always makes me happy) and I have been alone the whole day at work.
Plus there's a hockey game on tonight. :]
Things have been looking up. Besides the whole "being broke" thing. But that I can get over. School is almost done and everything is starting to look better. :]
Hope everyone else is having a good day.
Anyway, now that that rant is overwith... this day started out terribly. I woke up at 830 like "SHIT ITS FUCKING 830 NOT 730 WTFFFFF" so I jump out of bed and get ready in like 5 minutes and go to run outside and justin is blocking me. So I had to wake up Justin to move his car. I get to work and get shit from my bosses for forgetting to tell them about my doctors appointment. Then I realized I had no gas even though I put in 10 dollars yesterday. Ugh. Well, it all turned out okay. I went to the doctor got some good news. Got a Southampton Burrito (which always makes me happy) and I have been alone the whole day at work.
Plus there's a hockey game on tonight. :]
Things have been looking up. Besides the whole "being broke" thing. But that I can get over. School is almost done and everything is starting to look better. :]
Hope everyone else is having a good day.