long overdue for a good update.
It's crazy how things can turn to complete shit so fast. i dont even know what to say. yes, i am sad. yes, i am angry. but i can go on with life. he was, and still is my favorite person, but sometimes the timing of these things is all wrong. it's all in the timing.
Ryan is stuck in New Zealand and i'm dying. he was supposed to come home tonight, but he lost his passport. and he's going to miss his birthday here, and the party we were having for him. i'm so saddd. i miss that guy lots, he's my best friend and i needed him so much these past 3 weeks and of course he was away. he's the only boy that i can call, hysterically crying, and not be embarassed. and God knows i needed someone to listen to me cry every day for the past week.
i got a new job. so now i'm up to 3. i'm going to be so exhausted, all the time. but i need the money so bad. so anyway, it's this place called Stellar Union in Southampton (www.stellarunion.com) and the people are really nice... it's a family owned business, and should be fun. i'm looking forward to it, and the pay is awesome.
i love school. i love all my classes. the first moment when i wake up is the only time when i don't want to go to school, because i think about Rory, and how i'm going to have to watch him and Vic together, and that always makes me a little sad, but i get over it. i know what i'm going to college for and i'm excited. i can't wait, but i can, because i'm really enjoying myself in school.
and... i miss Steve Stanley. wayyyy too much. i neeeeed him to come home soon.
Ryan is stuck in New Zealand and i'm dying. he was supposed to come home tonight, but he lost his passport. and he's going to miss his birthday here, and the party we were having for him. i'm so saddd. i miss that guy lots, he's my best friend and i needed him so much these past 3 weeks and of course he was away. he's the only boy that i can call, hysterically crying, and not be embarassed. and God knows i needed someone to listen to me cry every day for the past week.
i got a new job. so now i'm up to 3. i'm going to be so exhausted, all the time. but i need the money so bad. so anyway, it's this place called Stellar Union in Southampton (www.stellarunion.com) and the people are really nice... it's a family owned business, and should be fun. i'm looking forward to it, and the pay is awesome.
i love school. i love all my classes. the first moment when i wake up is the only time when i don't want to go to school, because i think about Rory, and how i'm going to have to watch him and Vic together, and that always makes me a little sad, but i get over it. i know what i'm going to college for and i'm excited. i can't wait, but i can, because i'm really enjoying myself in school.
and... i miss Steve Stanley. wayyyy too much. i neeeeed him to come home soon.