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Your teasing and toying with all my emotions
A rip tide of lies pull me under the ocean
Pretty words and promises are all that you say
You don't really want me, but you want me to stay
Like a doll on your shelf, just a toy to be stored
You like to know that I'm there while I'm being ignored
I have my own life, I belong to myself
I'll leave you alone with your empty toy shelf
You know who you are
TEN EMOTIONS.
1. are you missing someone right now? Yeah, and I hate myself for it
2. are you happy? Don't make me laugh now.
3. are you talking to anyone right now? I'm chatting to Lux but that isn't technically talking, so..no?
4. are you bored? Yeah, kinda
5. are you German? A little. what a weird question
8. are you Italian? not at all.
9. are your parents still married? They were, my dad just died
10. do you like someone right now? Yeah. And its sucks
TEN FACTS.
1. hometown: Elizabeth
2. hair color: Blonde, I'm actually back to my real color
3. height: around 5'5"
4. natural hair style: Curly as hell
5. eye color: Blue
6. birthday: Aug. 31
7. mood: Indifferent.
8. sex: Female.
9. available?: I guess
10. lefty/righty: Both
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.
1. have you ever been in love? Yes, twice
2. do you believe in love? yeah
3. why did your last relationship fail? Because he was really, truely a mess and I couldnt bring myself to see it
4. have you ever been heartbroken? oh yeah
5. have you ever broken someone's heart? Yeah
6. have you had more than 10 girlfriends/boyfriends? yeah.
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them? I usually never tell them.
8. are you afraid of commitment? no
9. do you fear love? ah..no
10. have you ever had a secret admirer? No fucking clue
TEN THINGS:
1. love or lust? You need both in a relationship
2. hard liquor or beer? Both, please.
3. cats or dogs? Christ on a cracker, dogs all the way.
4: 1 best friend or 10 regular friends? 1 best friend.
5. television or internet? Simpsons
6. pepsi or coke? Yuck
7. wild night out or romantic night in? Depends on the mood
8. black or white? I like both
10. aim or phone? aim, I loathe speaking on the phone.
TEN HAVE Y0U EVERS.
1. been caught sneaking out? Oh yeah. Repeatdly
2. skinny dipped? Yup.
3. done something you regret? Of course.
4. bungee jumped? No but it has sparked my interest
5. been on a house boat? Yeah, good times
6. finished an entire jaw breaker? yeah. A huge one
7. wanted something so badly it hurt? Yup.
8. wanted your last ex bf/gf back? Not really.
9. cried because you lost a pet? Yes, I cried yesterday when we almost put my dog down
10. had a hang over? All the time.
104 Facts About You
1. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP? 2 1/2 years
2. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED? Pictures from Keely
3. EVER DROPPED A CELL PHONE? Every fucking day
4. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON? I dunno. Weed? Booze? Camping, Parties, ect.
5. LAST FOOD YOU ATE? Salad
6. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? Eyes and hair
9. ONE FAVORITE SONG? "sleep forever" I dunno who does it
11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED: Elizabeth High
12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER: Cinguar Sucks
13. FAVORITE MALL STORE: Whats a mall?
14. LONGEST JOB YOU HAD: 6 months
15. YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE? yeah, but I stole them from the ex
16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE? If I'm drunk enough
17. LAST WEDDING YOU ATTENDED: My friend Beccas
18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY? Michelle
19. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR BEST FRIEND? Two hours ago. We watched my little sisters baseball game
20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT? Subway
21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE EVER HEARD? MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! - Bush
23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS? In the grass at a park
24. CAN YOU COOK? I try
25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE? 200 mini van. Yeah, I said mini van
27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday. A lot. When thinking about my dad
28. MOST DISLIKED FOODS: Eggs
29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF: My humor
32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?: 13 hours.
33. FAVORITE MOVIE? To many to name
34. CAN YOU SING? yeah, actually
35. LAST CONCERT/SHOW: Caffine
37. LAST MOVIE RENTED: Rabbit Proof Fence
38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT: my purse
39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT? Mountains
43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER? laptops
45. DO YOU SMOKE? No. I'm to cool for that
46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES? Naked
47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT? My dog
48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK? No..
49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE? A lot. And I mean A LOT
50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST? Dont like either
51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE? Not really
52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS? *pukes on self* you know eggs are just tampon rejects right? Yeah, its a chicken's period. So enjoy that omlet
53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? The stars are telling me to be open to that question. yeah fucking right
54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? My mommy
55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?: Max
56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED? From James, when we go into the crime business, we're splitting the loot, 50 50. Thats what he said
58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS? four
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW? My work Uniform
61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J? Strawberry.
62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL? Kinda. Not well
63. CAN YOU SWIM? yea
64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Vanilla
65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS? I know my way around without them, but when needed, they rock
66. TELL A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF? I have a weird olive obsession
68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?: Yeah
69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Fall, its reminds us that change is beautiful
70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID? All the time
71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING? 9-is
72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER? Snowboarding!!!!!
73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET? January
75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET? Greta
76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED? What the fuck?
77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND? Working. and Partying
78. BIRTHDATE Didnt I already answer that?
79. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE? I dunno yet, but I want people to learn my name 200 years from now
85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP? No.
87. ARE YOU SMILING? No.
89. DO YOU MISS SOMEONE RIGHT NOW? Is there an echo in the internet?
90. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD WHERE WOULD YOU GO? Europe
92. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? No, never been
93. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH? Echo!
94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME? charlotte
97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH? Course not.
98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE? No
99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER? I have two.
100. WHAT ROOM ARE YOU IN? Sisters room
101. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL? I've been admitted a couple times. I spent a whole month there when my daddy was sick and a couple months all together in the two years before. Bad memories. I hate hospitals
102. DO YOU WISH YOU COULD SEE ANYONE PARTICULAR RIGHT NOW? My dad
103. WHAT JEWELRY ARE YOU WEARING? a necklace with my dads ashes, James silver balls and a hemp necklace I made. Oh yeah, a ankelet
104. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER THIS SURVEY? Go get drunk