Sep 26, 2005 16:07
there is so much to say and yet so little to say.
everything has changed lately, and i'm sure that i like it.
It's good to feel good about yourself, and its ok to love yourself.
I am just recently discovering this.
I'm no longer unattached and I couldn't be happier about it.
The truth is, I was terribly lonely and taking it out on everyone around me.
You make me smile and laugh and are rarely cruel.
after everything/everyone else, I feel like I've finally caught a decent hand.
I don't want to count my chickens before they hatch, but i'm infinitely happy and that's all i care about
It smells like rain and autumn are on the way, I can imagine apple cider and full moons.
This feels like a fall for hayrides
Soon leaves will be dropping. My plan is to make a big pile and to just fall backwards forever.
to learn to let go is the hardest thing, but I think I need to finally break the wall.
I can't wait til sweater and scarf weather and vacation with the love of my life. Nicole, I am so glad we will get to spend that time together, since we never see each other anymore.