Nov 14, 2005 10:12
okay wow so much for my relationship. last nights conversation with josh consisted of me ranting, and practically begging him to try and convey his emotions to me, which he didnt do. i think its over. Connor, who i love with my life, was able to tell me the little things that make me a good friend, and that make him love me, whereas josh's response was "i love loving you." talk about kindergarten. kinda makes me feel like he only wants to be able to say he has a girlfriend, and not much else. makes me pretty sad that someone im not dating can actually say something nice. Connor=best male alive. "Im about as emotionally in touch with myself as Forest Gump." "Wow, Jess should have been out to dinner with at least one guy by now.."
i hope matts just effing dandy.
bbl*