another hard day....
school today was so surreal. everyone was living in the wake of what happened on friday. kids were crying and everything...it was just extraordinary how silent everyone was today. it was just awkward....taylor came to school...i was the first person who saw her today. so she was there, alone, no one else was there, so i couldnt try and avoid the topic. i was speechless, i had no idea what to say, but i composed myself and walked up and i just said "hey taylor, i honestly don't know what to say...but i'm really sorry"...and she was like 'oh, thanks, it's okay....so how was your weekend'...it was just so sad...i cant even begin to explain the sympathy i felt for her. the entire class is going to the funeral on wednesday. i think my parents are going as well, and so are a number of other kids parents along with the entire senior class at EA and a number of underclassmen, our swimteam, a ton of kids and staff from great valley and MN..its going to be a lot to take in...im sorry my entries have been so depressing lately...
but on a happier note, my polo sweaters FINALLY CAME IN...i bought 2, one in winter white and the other in navy blue! so yes...i got all excited for that! my new lacoste is in the mail so hopefully i'll get that soon! i also need new eyeglasses...i have no idea what kind i want to buy...hmm ponders*
this weekend shouldnt be bad either..friday i think im eiother just comming home to relax again and then saturday is crew, possibly out and about with blake and then dinner with elise, carolyn, mr. wilson, mr. jesko and jackie and of course dad and myself..sunday is my first raceof the season! ahh i can't wait to race again..it gives you SUCH an amazing rush when you finish! and i think blake and some girls from school are comming down to watch so it should be nice...i suppose i should go and call mommy and see where shes been!
xxo--kate*
but on a happier note, my polo sweaters FINALLY CAME IN...i bought 2, one in winter white and the other in navy blue! so yes...i got all excited for that! my new lacoste is in the mail so hopefully i'll get that soon! i also need new eyeglasses...i have no idea what kind i want to buy...hmm ponders*
this weekend shouldnt be bad either..friday i think im eiother just comming home to relax again and then saturday is crew, possibly out and about with blake and then dinner with elise, carolyn, mr. wilson, mr. jesko and jackie and of course dad and myself..sunday is my first raceof the season! ahh i can't wait to race again..it gives you SUCH an amazing rush when you finish! and i think blake and some girls from school are comming down to watch so it should be nice...i suppose i should go and call mommy and see where shes been!
xxo--kate*