We'll dance in the rain..

[starxed_hater]

Lately it seems like things are always good and great and then as soon as walk in my door at night things start to go downhill. Just to let people know that last entry wasn't about just one thing it was about a lot. I have other shit going on my life. People just tend to assume I don't. And I don't mind helping people I acctually like it nor do I mind listening to them vent, but when I need someone and am on the verge of a breakdown only about one person will ever be there. And when other people say they want to help they just brush it off. Its like "hey im going to go die now" "yeah uh huh ok" The dieing thing is a bit dramatic, but you get my point nonetheless. This entry makes me sound vain so I'll stop here. I didn't mean I don't want to listen to people or to help them just that sometimes I need it too and no one seems to care enough to acctually look for it.

Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way
This is the way that I'm

Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that You and You alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that
Never knew that I could hurt this bad

So this is the way that I say I need You
This is the way that I say I love You
This is the way that I say I'm Yours
This is the way, this is the way