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Yea so Alma was yesterday!! It was so much fun!! The parade was 2 miles long and it didn't feel like it at all!!! On the bus ride there i got to sit with Justin!! Heidi was sitting in front of us and she and Justin were tickling me!! it was not that amusing, but they thought it was!! What Justin thought was really amusing was if you run ur fingers really lightly on my knee, you'll find out that i'm really ticklish there!! But the bad part in all of this is that i have these INSANELY, INTENSE feelings for him and he doesn't return those feelings!!! I know that i will always have feelings for him but i think that i should try and move on and take my chances with other people!! I just want to stop the empty feeling that is pitting in my stomach!! I wanna et rid of this confusion that seems to live inside me but it is like a hunger that i cannot seem to feed!! it prolly would be nice if i could just find someone that i could have a fling with and not get too attached!! that's like the ultimate goal... i guess. but what do i know!! i think its kinda bad when i question my own intellegence!! well tomorrow is the memorial day parade!! i'm excited and yet kinda sad cuz its mt last parade!!! :'( I hope that i don't cry at all!! but if i do it'll be ok!! I ahave to remmeber to talk to my friends about our camping trip!! well i'm gonna go!! Lata!! PEACE & GOD BLESS!!!