May 27, 2009 09:39
I honestly don't understand people who cheat. Especially the person in the relationship. One of my friends has been with this guy for a little more than a year and he's faithful and good to him, so why is she cheating on him with a guy who's in a relationship too?
I just got cheated on and I would never wish that pain on ANYONE. That hurt way too much for me. And I'm a pretty strong girl.
I told my guy that it hurt. And we talked about it kind of and we're still friends but not as much as want to be. I still miss him a lot. And sometimes I just get the uncontrollable urge to go back to him and let me fall for him again. But then feeling that pain again scares me.
I would love him for forever. I would miss seeing his smile everyday when I go to San Fransisco for college. I would miss his hugs the envelope me in his smell of the green Monster drink and Axe. I would miss my DDR buddy. But he's still with me, in my heart and in my memories.
He's never far from my mind nowadays, but it's getting easier to stop thinking about him.
Sadly sometimes I want him to come up to me and be like: Sorry I did that to you. I want to be with you.
But I know that'll never happen because he's too chicken. He's a really feminine guy who takes life as it's thrown at him. He won't do anything for himself but he'll do many things for others.
cheaters,
&love,
cheers,
&life