What went down...
So I thought that he would be my first real boyfriend. Someone I thought I could like for himself and not because I see him everyday. (Because you know how to start liking those certain guys you hang out with ALL the time? Well I do.)
Well the courtship started about like a month ago. He was totally cool to hang with. He was sweet and he's that type of guy who you like for being that quiet, understanding one. Well turns out he's not.
I only started to hang out with him after school. And that's not really a regular thing either because sometimes I have an afterschool class too. Well anyways he didn't start being all huggy-touchy until like two weeks ago. I'd be sitting by myself at a table and he'd just dive into the seat next to me and hug me. And sometimes I'd be sitting on the DDR stage and he'd slide down right next to me.
Well today that latter happened:
C: So how are you doing today?
Me: I'm tired. I went to sleep at like three last night.
C: What were you doing up so late?
Me: I was doing homework and playing this game I had got addicted to.
C: Why are you lying to me? Are you ashamed of me? Of what we did last night?
Me: Oh my god, I'm not even like that. (Seriously I'm not. I'm the like TOTAL virgin with the group I hang out with.)
C: You're ashamed of me. (Play hugs me.)
And then we played DDR:
Me: I want to be the guy!! (I like being the guy. So what?)
C: You're always the guy. Even during sex.
Me: Not even. (I know how to kid around even though I'm a total virgin.)
C: Yes you are.
We take turns picking the songs:
(A guy friend of ours.) A: Whoooo!!! C, shake it!!
Me: (Picks a song. Shake Your Booty.) :D
C: (Has the cutest look on his face.)
(Sigh.)
Then the first part happened:
C: (Dives into the seat next to me and wraps me in a big old bear hug.)
Me: What's up?
C: Why do you look so tired?
Me: Because I am! Remember? I told you earlier.
C: You're just ashamed of me.
Me: No I'm not! Stop saying that. How can you say that?
So. Later on after cooling down from playing DDR. I went to lay down on some bench. And this other girl walks in. And she sits next to C and they start making out!
And in my mind I was like, "What the f*ck?! You have a girlfriend?!" So to calm down I put on my iPod and didn't mind it. But in my head and heart I felt like our relationship would NEVER be the same. Because I'm totally not like that. I won't steal another girls boyfriend just to make myself happy. I believe in "Do onto others, what others do onto you." I think that's how it's said. Well in other words, "Treat others how you wish to be treated yourself."
He totally played me. And he's playing that other girl too. But I'm never going to allow him into my heart again. Cheaters get no second chances in my book.