Apr 14, 2005 23:46
Sometimes it really seems like lives are interwoven. Or maybe just paths.
It is tempting to think that everything functions like a grand clock. Each minute movement playing a key role in each other movement, ad infinitum. And as complex as it sounds, it feels like an overly simple way for the universe to work...or not.
Some questions are hard to face. Even when the answers are beyond you and you might not even really understand the question. Some things carry their impact despite your lack of understanding. It seems generic. I do not mean to say that just because some things are hard to understand that they are profound.
Circumlocution.
The end of the semester draws near and once again I find myself trying to decide what classes to take. Do I put off the last of my lower level classes, or finish with them as soon as possible? Perhaps if I was going to stop after my associates. Someone remarked today about UNF, "U Never Finish."
I always find it interesting that momentum shifts so seamlessly. I don't think I have ever felt neutral. The transition from high to low (and low to high) is almost instantaneous. I have thought about it before, and I think I would keep the contrast if I was offered the choice. Neutrality does not seem desirable to me.
Every entry sounds the same. I always run into the same vaguely worded questions - with the same unclear answers.