days upon days it has been so many
it's been a while. i haven't even been reading more than one or two books a week. i've been working every day. i might take a day off next week. my finances have been wrecked for a bit too long. and i'm supposed to be going to south dakota with alex in june and it's gonna take a plane ticket to chicago, the rental car ($150), and then $100 spending money at least, and money to make up for the week missed for work ($200). i don't know how i'll do it.
so i'm stressed. so i'm working. every day. perhaps i'll make sense of it all.
i am growing weary with working though.
i must accomplish somehow, and with two shit jobs must take care of some how in the way...
at least i like my jobs.
i'm reading lolita by nebakov. it's fucking with my dreams. then i read a scary book earlier this week by yukio mishima. it was very creepy, the way only a japanese writer can do.
so i'm stressed. so i'm working. every day. perhaps i'll make sense of it all.
i am growing weary with working though.
i must accomplish somehow, and with two shit jobs must take care of some how in the way...
at least i like my jobs.
i'm reading lolita by nebakov. it's fucking with my dreams. then i read a scary book earlier this week by yukio mishima. it was very creepy, the way only a japanese writer can do.