what's the matter mcfly? you too chicken?
yellow. chicken. call me what you will the truth is,
I'm scared.
Even if we're far, I can't get my mind off of being with her. The way we worked before.. we weren't like any normal couple; we woke up to text messages, emails and voicemails instead of each other (and of course the main goal was to get to that point and to be able to do that), we always talked after i got off work or she was out of school, we would send random messages with even more random titles. we never went on dates but whenever we went somewhere, we were constantly snapping pictures for each other.. I have more pictures of myself doing so many things than i could ever even think about having..myspace is good and stocked for a long time coming. we never kissed each other.. but we felt it. give me a sense and in some form or another i've felt it from her.. I didn't have her for car rides or trips, but i had so many songs. standing outside at friends houses on the phone with her watching airplanes go by being so jealous of those people and knowing that there would be a seat for me. even if alot of people might not have gotten it, there is something special about being able to tell someone your girlfriend lives in new jersey and you two were never more in love (likely made alot wonder about when we were close) we were scared..but we knew where we were going, and we were in it together.
even if it's no where near the end of things..it's still tough to not have the little details.
I still love her so much. I still miss those days.
I guess i just want so badly to be and feel as close as i can be.
xox in socks.
I'm scared.
Even if we're far, I can't get my mind off of being with her. The way we worked before.. we weren't like any normal couple; we woke up to text messages, emails and voicemails instead of each other (and of course the main goal was to get to that point and to be able to do that), we always talked after i got off work or she was out of school, we would send random messages with even more random titles. we never went on dates but whenever we went somewhere, we were constantly snapping pictures for each other.. I have more pictures of myself doing so many things than i could ever even think about having..myspace is good and stocked for a long time coming. we never kissed each other.. but we felt it. give me a sense and in some form or another i've felt it from her.. I didn't have her for car rides or trips, but i had so many songs. standing outside at friends houses on the phone with her watching airplanes go by being so jealous of those people and knowing that there would be a seat for me. even if alot of people might not have gotten it, there is something special about being able to tell someone your girlfriend lives in new jersey and you two were never more in love (likely made alot wonder about when we were close) we were scared..but we knew where we were going, and we were in it together.
even if it's no where near the end of things..it's still tough to not have the little details.
I still love her so much. I still miss those days.
I guess i just want so badly to be and feel as close as i can be.
xox in socks.