woe is me.. or something like that
i realise there hasn't been much upbeatness in this blog for a little while.. but blegh.. i swear i'll end this one on a positive note!
so i had the flu just last month for 2 weeks.. then the arm incident, which by the way is slowly improving but is still a pain [literally].. and now today, i'm getting the flu all over again. what a karmic kick in the butt..
i've finally gotten round to trying to treat my fibromyalgia via alternative methods. i started EFT a little while ago. a few counselling sessions and then using it at home for pain relief and other stuff.. suffice to say, it actually seems to be working. the symptoms are starting to fade somewhat and i've been much happier and emotionally stable [even other people are noticing].
which all sounds great, except for the fact that, just as i start feeling a bit better in one respect, i keep getting sick and injuring myself. what's going on?!?? meh.. i just wanna get going, but my body keeps making me need down time. i feel like i'm getting nowhere. it's as if my body has gotten used to pain being the norm & is punishing me for trying to heal myself. go figure
i just spent the arvo doing my assignment which is due tomorrow.. it's a relief to have it out of the way. i spent 2 hours on one of the paragraphs, sheesh talk about brain freeze.
i haven't done my daily exercise yet & i'm dreading it now cos' i feel so shite.. my body is aching, but i'm sick of downtime so i'm going to do it regardless, go me! ;)
mmm, i had a good dinner tonight.. nothing spectacular, but it was something new which doesn't happen very often for me. i made fettucine with zucchini [+ carrot & mushroom in a garlic butter sauce]. simple but tasty is great.
haven't designed anything in awhile, i think i'm having withdrawals. i've had plans to redo the exits page of my domain but i keep being busy with work, homework/assignments, sleeping, singing, playing guitar & seeing marcus. i'll get there eventually.
i practically live by myself at the moment. dad's always at his girlfriend's place and it seems the 1 or 2 nights a week he's actually here.. i'm not. i kinda miss the background noise that comes from having someone else wandering around the place, but at least i don't have to worry about annoying dad with my endless repetition of music, singing & guitar playing. plus it doesn't matter if i wander around naked. ahh, see.. that's what winter is great for.. i can keep the doors and windows shut!
what a random blog entry.. but if you're still with me you will have noticed that it's getting increasingly more positive. too bad for all those peeps who read the first couple of lines, then went meh & skiddaddled.. though really i don't actually expect anyone to be reading this at all.. i'm not really sure what i'm going on about. i blame it on excessive flu bugs. crazy little critters.
i just finished reading one of the barry trotter books.. for anyone who hasn't heard of and can't make the obvious deduction from the title, it's a parody of harry potter. it's absolutely ridiculous but funny as hell just the same. i don't think i've laughed out loud that much while reading a book ever. not even from a joke book. i think marcus is starting to think i'm kooky[er]. i need to go back to the library and get the other two books out now. something to tide me over for a bit longer until the next real harry potter book comes out. i wonder if i'll be able to look at the characters the same way now.. barry, erm.. poor lon..
so i had the flu just last month for 2 weeks.. then the arm incident, which by the way is slowly improving but is still a pain [literally].. and now today, i'm getting the flu all over again. what a karmic kick in the butt..
i've finally gotten round to trying to treat my fibromyalgia via alternative methods. i started EFT a little while ago. a few counselling sessions and then using it at home for pain relief and other stuff.. suffice to say, it actually seems to be working. the symptoms are starting to fade somewhat and i've been much happier and emotionally stable [even other people are noticing].
which all sounds great, except for the fact that, just as i start feeling a bit better in one respect, i keep getting sick and injuring myself. what's going on?!?? meh.. i just wanna get going, but my body keeps making me need down time. i feel like i'm getting nowhere. it's as if my body has gotten used to pain being the norm & is punishing me for trying to heal myself. go figure
i just spent the arvo doing my assignment which is due tomorrow.. it's a relief to have it out of the way. i spent 2 hours on one of the paragraphs, sheesh talk about brain freeze.
i haven't done my daily exercise yet & i'm dreading it now cos' i feel so shite.. my body is aching, but i'm sick of downtime so i'm going to do it regardless, go me! ;)
mmm, i had a good dinner tonight.. nothing spectacular, but it was something new which doesn't happen very often for me. i made fettucine with zucchini [+ carrot & mushroom in a garlic butter sauce]. simple but tasty is great.
haven't designed anything in awhile, i think i'm having withdrawals. i've had plans to redo the exits page of my domain but i keep being busy with work, homework/assignments, sleeping, singing, playing guitar & seeing marcus. i'll get there eventually.
i practically live by myself at the moment. dad's always at his girlfriend's place and it seems the 1 or 2 nights a week he's actually here.. i'm not. i kinda miss the background noise that comes from having someone else wandering around the place, but at least i don't have to worry about annoying dad with my endless repetition of music, singing & guitar playing. plus it doesn't matter if i wander around naked. ahh, see.. that's what winter is great for.. i can keep the doors and windows shut!
what a random blog entry.. but if you're still with me you will have noticed that it's getting increasingly more positive. too bad for all those peeps who read the first couple of lines, then went meh & skiddaddled.. though really i don't actually expect anyone to be reading this at all.. i'm not really sure what i'm going on about. i blame it on excessive flu bugs. crazy little critters.
i just finished reading one of the barry trotter books.. for anyone who hasn't heard of and can't make the obvious deduction from the title, it's a parody of harry potter. it's absolutely ridiculous but funny as hell just the same. i don't think i've laughed out loud that much while reading a book ever. not even from a joke book. i think marcus is starting to think i'm kooky[er]. i need to go back to the library and get the other two books out now. something to tide me over for a bit longer until the next real harry potter book comes out. i wonder if i'll be able to look at the characters the same way now.. barry, erm.. poor lon..