yup, never been here before...
so, i downloaded fall out boy today. its not bad. the songs end up sounding the same near the end of the cd. good stuff tho. i do like it. very catchy. i feel bad for people who were fans of them before they went on mtv tho. id be pissed, but maybe thats just me.
then i got my warrior to lvl 16. hes using the rakzur club now, and he fucking destroys shit. its a good time. big ass hammer. im getting slightly more bored with the game every day tho. oh well, work through it i guess.
then i talked to leigh online. even tho shes still mad at me, we had a good conversation. this, to me, is a great sign. it shows that its deep. im still scared tho. i really want to be with her. its up to her now tho. ive already given my point of view on the subject. and i will wait forever. i dont think any person has ever compared to her. jackie is the only person who comes close. but part of that might be circumstantial. jackie helped me when i was depressed about lindz, and maybe that made me more involved with her. oh well, ill wait for leigh until shes sure. no one else compares, so i have no problem with the waiting aspect. and the only way i would move on and try to find someone else is if she says she doesnt want to be with me.
but yea. leigh being mad at me, for once, is not the most depressing issue at hand. paige is moving tomorrow. i had him over tonight. we did the usual. played melee, sang alkaline trio songs, edited our myspaces. i think im still in shock. ive never really had good friends until recently. i think the second year or so of highschool is when i finally got friends. so, ive never had to deal with one of my good friends moving away. id hate to see how im gonna be when this all sinks in. i wont see paige for atleast a year. erics moving away for college, and so is james. alot of them are still going to mcc with me, but my closest friends are all leaving.
this sucks
your abandoned friend,
derek
then i got my warrior to lvl 16. hes using the rakzur club now, and he fucking destroys shit. its a good time. big ass hammer. im getting slightly more bored with the game every day tho. oh well, work through it i guess.
then i talked to leigh online. even tho shes still mad at me, we had a good conversation. this, to me, is a great sign. it shows that its deep. im still scared tho. i really want to be with her. its up to her now tho. ive already given my point of view on the subject. and i will wait forever. i dont think any person has ever compared to her. jackie is the only person who comes close. but part of that might be circumstantial. jackie helped me when i was depressed about lindz, and maybe that made me more involved with her. oh well, ill wait for leigh until shes sure. no one else compares, so i have no problem with the waiting aspect. and the only way i would move on and try to find someone else is if she says she doesnt want to be with me.
but yea. leigh being mad at me, for once, is not the most depressing issue at hand. paige is moving tomorrow. i had him over tonight. we did the usual. played melee, sang alkaline trio songs, edited our myspaces. i think im still in shock. ive never really had good friends until recently. i think the second year or so of highschool is when i finally got friends. so, ive never had to deal with one of my good friends moving away. id hate to see how im gonna be when this all sinks in. i wont see paige for atleast a year. erics moving away for college, and so is james. alot of them are still going to mcc with me, but my closest friends are all leaving.
this sucks
your abandoned friend,
derek