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ok so i am 3lbs away from my first goal weight...and when i get there, i get to try this new delicious flavor latte at this cafe...its a cinnamon roll latte...i know, ive wanted it for weeks, but not till i am at a solid 115...today i burned 1000 at the gym with no intake...and despite yesterdays binge...i feel ok......tomorrow i have reh all day so i cant eat ne ways...so im gonna continue the fast...sunday im not sure what the plan is, but the hard part will be sat nite, theres a party, but ill stick to cigarettes...no alch...too many calories...oh and my roomie keeps putting out these nestle crunch squares, they are different flavors like double chocolate, original, caramel and peanut butter...and last nite a few went into my binge and today theres mor out, so i hid them, that bitch, she KNOWS im dieting and shes doing it on purpose, no one else in this house eats that shit, she is fat and mean...hate her! so i hope at midnite when she goes looking to sneak one and cant find them, ill be sittin on the couch to say"yeah they are on top of the fridge, and why dont you just take them in your room, none of us are gonna eat them...theyre all yours"