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My birthday is in 21 hours. I will be 27. I thInk it would be incredible to be able to run 28 miles on my 28th birthday. Sometimes I feel like life is passing me by due to the way I live my life. May d after my party I can give it a go, a real push, and elevate myself above what I think I'm capable of. I hate going our now because nothing I have fits me in a flattering way. Like, ice gotten fat. Yes, I've put on a lot of muscle, sure, but just as much fat has come with it. And I hate it. I have like five shorts that fit me now which makes me hate going out. I want to slim down and change my overall lifestyle. I think that might mean quiting drinking. I'm going to bed now.