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soo everything is still going well..didn't fast as much as i wanted to yesterday but some salad and a small plain not from a fast food place hamburger won't hurt me. I'm sure I burned it off anyways. I went to see mr.& mrs.smith*such a great movie*with matt and then we went back to his house. GAWD I'm so in love..i swear my heart is gonna explode right now thinking about it and i'm smiling like there's no tomorrow. I'm hungry and losing weight and even thought I normally would feel all bitter and short tempered and stuff from the no food I feel so fantastic. I'm keeping busy and because i'm losing i'm happy and nothing is really bothering me. I'm feeling more comfortable with myself not for me but for him. I feel a tiny bit more comfortable in front of him because he looks at me that way and tells me i'm so beautiful and thin. Its such a private between us feeling. I just feel so good all around. I hope everyone is doing well too. I woke up early just to get some peace and quiet lol kinda sad. But I'm going to fast as much as possible today, I may allow myself an energy drink because its liquid and 100cals. I'll prolly update later to distract myself!