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damnit..why must this be so hard. here i am miserable as anything, dizzy nauseous throwing up headache shitting and shaking..but yet i won't stop beacuse Im losing weight and i'm seeing results. why do i do this to myself. havn't eatin anything all day and as soon as i start to get sick to my stomach i realize unless i eat a lil something i'm gonna get a headache and get sick, but yet i workout and dont eat then comes the headache then comes the stomach rumbling and the shitting and now the throwing up of nothing..it sucks. I'm shaking and crying but so proud of the way my stomach is caving in and the space between my legs in increasing..wtf is wrong with me. I want this, I want this so bad but I just don't know how far I can take it. As for now I'm going to continue fasting because I'm already empty and now that I'm not nauseous nor hungry I'll just exist. The days I fast I can't excercise and the days I excercise I have to eat just a lil bit.
Anyone have any good songs to download?? I love the one by garbage, bleed like me..and I know someone had posted a bunch but I was looking and can't find them so I'd appreciated any comments on good songs. Hope everyone is doing well and staying thin. Stay strong and we'll all get through it. My sn is sumwheronlywekno on aim if anyone wants to talk. I think I'll take some pictures and post em since all my other ones are old..
wow sorry its ginormous and blurry..its either that or really small and theres no point to that
sorry once again huge..just a down the line view
damn pretty blurry too..uck
and there ya go.by the way the pants are baggy, those arn't my real outlines on my legs.