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wow..havn't updated in a loooong time! Unfortunatly havn't weighed myself in like two weeks..havn't binged in forever and I'v had lacrosse and everything going on but I'v still been eating more than I want to. I don't think I'm gained any but besides lacrosse I havn't been doing much working out like my pilates moves..HAVE TO pick those up again. My birthday is about a month away*may 21*and I'd like to be 120 by then. maybe 115 is too much to go for for now..so 120. Tomorrow is the 18th..two years for me and matt. I'v been a lot happier lately. Without taking my medicine too! I looked at my arms and I don't even connect..its just a thing of the past I guess and I'v been just all over happier. So if I can get to 120 it'd be amazing. I'd guess I'm 125ish. I'v been tanning because over our trip I went to the hot springs and I looked disgusting and tan helps hide certain things. Hopefully everyone is doing well..gotta go over the friends page. I'll post some new pictures from the trip eventually. It was amazing..ugh report cards next week :/ best wishes everyone, stay strong!!