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I figured I might as well record a few landmarks in here. These are probably the only things I'll remember about these days, looking back, so it somehow seems important to write them down somewhere. I seem to have reached quite a few precipices at this moment, and so it will be interesting to see how everything turns out.
The senior paper is due tomorrow. I've been having horrible mental blocks trying to write it, and I still have to basically double what I have at this moment in order to fulfill the requirement. I'll manage, though, just at the cost of most of tonight's sleep.
This is the week when everybody hears whether they got in, whether they were worthy of living their respective dreams. Me, I've known since November what the answer will be. I'm not the hopeless idealist I once wished I could be; but realism doesn't really disappoint me when I consider what a lot of other people are going through right now.
Lindsey's home for most of December. This is generally good, although there isn't really anything easy about it. We'll see how all of this turns out.
There will be no italicized lyric fragments in this entry. I guess I'm more honest right now than I'm usually willing to be with most people. But maybe there isn't much to gain by guarding my feelings as carefully as I usually do.
The senior paper is due tomorrow. I've been having horrible mental blocks trying to write it, and I still have to basically double what I have at this moment in order to fulfill the requirement. I'll manage, though, just at the cost of most of tonight's sleep.
This is the week when everybody hears whether they got in, whether they were worthy of living their respective dreams. Me, I've known since November what the answer will be. I'm not the hopeless idealist I once wished I could be; but realism doesn't really disappoint me when I consider what a lot of other people are going through right now.
Lindsey's home for most of December. This is generally good, although there isn't really anything easy about it. We'll see how all of this turns out.
There will be no italicized lyric fragments in this entry. I guess I'm more honest right now than I'm usually willing to be with most people. But maybe there isn't much to gain by guarding my feelings as carefully as I usually do.