Feb 01, 2005 10:10
im not going to school often enough. fuck. i need to start doing better. because i can and its incredibly moronic not to do well when i can. but grrr....WHERES MY MOTIVATION?
today is going to be a busy hectic looong day. i have an entire buttload of things i need to cross off of my list. i went to sonoma last night for no real reason. its only 45 minutes away...but unfortunately, this caused me to not go to school this morning because well, it was cold. and early. and yes, that is all it takes for me to not go to school these days.
so for now, im going to finish my college applications- which desperately need to be finished. and then i will think of things to talk to dr. j about. because well...i dont want to talk about what he wants to talk about. but it will be ok, because i have tons of issues that need to be dealt with in one way or another.