Oct 30, 2011 11:35
Grrrrrr, have to give the fucking "talk" today, why can't I just sing "I'M SORRY, I DON'T HATE YOU, BUT I DON'T LOVE YOU AT ALL" and then run off with the pixies? My annoyance was so that I wrote a song (sort of thing) about it...it's still raw at the moment, but i'm trying to fix it. Not really quite sure why, but it made me feel better--weight off my chest I guess, I'm still not sure if it's true though...but I like it, therefore it is posted.
I just thought I should mention that I don’t like you at all
Never liked you since you opened your two faced fall
And the tales were as flat as the ocean ma papa used to call
And your funny little sayings weren’t really funny at all
Made mistakes be polite, laughed along didn’t want to start a fight
Best to laugh over cry Best to sing over shout and 'tend you’re havn’ a good old time
Best to dance over fall, no don’t fall, don’t fall,-just laugh an paste the smile o your face like your hav'n the time of your life
the rest is just strange and i don't know what to do about it, I wrote half of it when i was really, really angry and the other half when I was really happy: so one sides full of cussing while the other is basically about flowers and lollypops. When I fix the other side up I'll post it all. It really annoy's me that i can't rhyme properly, my mum show'd me some poetry and I just can't get the hang off it: it just ends up sounding like moosh when I try.
PS. Dear ma lord Keats pray that I can speak in rhymes and stop saying like every second sentence. (something is telling me ben is not listening to me?)
pretending to be ryan ross,
ranting to within an inch of my life