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today was kinda shitty but was offset by a conversation i had with elisabeta ( mmmmmm) , yes she has been the girl i've been drooling over for some time now and the conversation lasted at least 20 mins , ok , it was on school shit but still , and i was kinda in a group . I think the real reason the conversation made me feel so good was due to thte fact that i was being a total jackass and i didnt care what i said ...heh to quote myself " you have to stand up to the teachers and keep your pimp hand strong" yup , i said that. heh
my friend of 2 years is moving out of her current aprtmnt and moving away from her live in boyfriend. Kinda made me happy that she's taking a stand for herself. if i wasnt so "behind" i think i could possibly seee myself with her. She keeps asking me when my program will finish, just keeps making me feel like a loser/dumbass but i think i still havent realised that school is IMPORTANT and i have to actually study for shit. bleh. Sometimes she'll ask me some questions and i'll answer them, but it's like i never said anything at all, i dunno, like she wanted me to go apartment browsing with her and she said " oh you can't , you in class" but I told her i wasnt and it didnt click in or anyhting , and to make it worse she went with this other guy and it kinda made me jealous to be totally honest. Another example would be today, she needs help with moving and i asked for specifics cuz i said i would help and she kinda just changed the topic of conversation. maybe i'll bring it up agian tomorrow.
as for school things are winding down or up depending on your perspective assignments are due exams are coming up. bleh...
my friend of 2 years is moving out of her current aprtmnt and moving away from her live in boyfriend. Kinda made me happy that she's taking a stand for herself. if i wasnt so "behind" i think i could possibly seee myself with her. She keeps asking me when my program will finish, just keeps making me feel like a loser/dumbass but i think i still havent realised that school is IMPORTANT and i have to actually study for shit. bleh. Sometimes she'll ask me some questions and i'll answer them, but it's like i never said anything at all, i dunno, like she wanted me to go apartment browsing with her and she said " oh you can't , you in class" but I told her i wasnt and it didnt click in or anyhting , and to make it worse she went with this other guy and it kinda made me jealous to be totally honest. Another example would be today, she needs help with moving and i asked for specifics cuz i said i would help and she kinda just changed the topic of conversation. maybe i'll bring it up agian tomorrow.
as for school things are winding down or up depending on your perspective assignments are due exams are coming up. bleh...