One day at a time...
Andrew and Nathan are leaving on Tuesday. They will not be coming back home. Is this how Andy felt when I left for college the first time? Prolly not, because I was 2 hours away, not 2 days.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up...
We've passed the growing up stage, and I feel like I've missed it with him. I'm trying to cling to the adolescent inside of me, but at the same time trying not to let it out. I have to be a grown up, not a teenage girl who lets their emotions get the best of them. But one day in the near future, I promise you I will breakdown... please be patient with me when/if it happens.
And it's also hard because he's spending most of his time with his final days here with a girl whom I dont like... of course, I can't blame him cause I'd do the same.
Tuesday will a long day. So hold me in a hugging pose, till the pain is flowing from my eyes and nose.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up...
We've passed the growing up stage, and I feel like I've missed it with him. I'm trying to cling to the adolescent inside of me, but at the same time trying not to let it out. I have to be a grown up, not a teenage girl who lets their emotions get the best of them. But one day in the near future, I promise you I will breakdown... please be patient with me when/if it happens.
And it's also hard because he's spending most of his time with his final days here with a girl whom I dont like... of course, I can't blame him cause I'd do the same.
Tuesday will a long day. So hold me in a hugging pose, till the pain is flowing from my eyes and nose.