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i'm nervous: in a week or less i will be moving out of my bf's apartment (we have been sharing a room all summer to save money) and into my own room in an apartment full of 4 other girls all with their own sets of food issues. one is a recovering anorexic, 2 are gym nuts, and 3 are currently trying to lose weight. some of these traits overlap, it is in fact 4 girls total.
but i am very afraid that with the uncertainty of a new place, the company i will be keeping, the start of stress/classes, and no bf living with me to constantly monitor my food... this could be bad. this could be a repeat of last year. i could end up in the er again.
i guess there's something to be said for personal responsibility. in fact, i know there is. but i am still worried. i've gained nearly 15 pounds since february, and i am still underweight.
bust-31.5
waist-24.5
hips-32
gah. any thoughts?
p.s. my bf and i are not breaking up, never fear... it's just that when you share an apartment with many other people, it's much easier to have your own room regardless of who is dating whom. and we knew this all along. :)
but i am very afraid that with the uncertainty of a new place, the company i will be keeping, the start of stress/classes, and no bf living with me to constantly monitor my food... this could be bad. this could be a repeat of last year. i could end up in the er again.
i guess there's something to be said for personal responsibility. in fact, i know there is. but i am still worried. i've gained nearly 15 pounds since february, and i am still underweight.
bust-31.5
waist-24.5
hips-32
gah. any thoughts?
p.s. my bf and i are not breaking up, never fear... it's just that when you share an apartment with many other people, it's much easier to have your own room regardless of who is dating whom. and we knew this all along. :)