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*Between 5-20% of individuals struggling with anorexia nervosa will die. The probability of death increases within that range depending on the length of the condition (Zerbe, 1995).
*Anorexia nervosa has one of the highest death rates of any mental health condition.
this woman has a body very similar to mine, give or take minor details. what does this mean? hell if i know. i ate 836 calories today, some from peanut butter. when i calculate my intake, i include spices. every digit matters. all hail the recovery.
it's flattering when i see that other girls are reading my journal, but it also makes me sad. because i am so miserable with this disease, so desperate to move on. and yet all around me i see people looking for "thinspiration". it's nice to know i'm not alone, but i would never wish for anyone to experience life the way that i am.
this is not my only journal, this is not my whole life. this is not who i am