Aug 26, 2004 00:41
why do people only act like a friend when its convenient. theres nothing i hate worse than that. so youre "busy" or just "dont feel like it". i dont care about your excuses.
suck it up. i do it all the time for my friends. i hold myself to a high standard when it comes to this. im always available for friends. i mean sure i may be in a bad mood, but i never ignore them, or say "sorry i cant talk to you right now, im busy". yeah maybe i should just start expecting less of people.
i hate that people accuse me of being selfish and causing drama or whatever. the fact remains, i hold myself to a standard that is so much higher than what i hold others to, especially when it comes to friendships and such. i beat myself up over the dumbest shit, thinking im not a good friend when in reality im loyal to a fault, yet nobody seems to realize that. so dont fucking call me selfish.
people just dont care, i guess.