is foresight really so often blind?

[starvationarmy]

Last night I slept on a park bench for an hour and a half...my life is almost at a complete standstill right now. I'm not trying to imply super-dramatic overtones, I mean it wasn't that bad, except for the police search beacon or whatever it was shining on me every 15 seconds, and I suppose people do it all the time. I think an hour and a half on a stiff bench builds character. Life is shaping up to be quite interesting, and I'm setting myself up to take more falls here as the weeks progress, as I'm somehow receiving some very negative implications about some very important and essential parts of my life...but maybe I'm just paranoid. I still found time to shower this morning, however...I am a good person. I need to validate myself on some levels, don't I?

How can you have a beautiful ending without making beautiful mistakes?