You cant dream that you're in love with someone without being in love with them. I dont blame you for what you've done, but that might be because I keep an illusion of something between us. I think we're both the victims of whatever pulls and inertias we've summoned since we've been here. I've been thinking about you more recently. I dont know why. Just the past few days or so. Seems like you have too, and I wonder if there is any connection between our thoughts or consciousness. Steven had some old disposable cameras developed. There were pictures you in them. One of just you. One with you and Jawad, and one of you and me. I have my arm in front of your face. It would have been perfect otherwise. I guess then I wasnt thinking that one day pictures of us together would be as rare as they seem to have become. They were all taken at Ryan’s 20th birthday party. The one that was at the clubhouse under the penthouse the month after you gave me the chance I had wanted since I was 13. We were wasted. I had fun that night.
Forever Partially Yours,
Wes
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