Letter from Puck to Quinn - 3

[startled_always]

Pairing:  Quinn/Puck
Rating: PG-13
Words: ~365
Spoilers: Journey to Regionals
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters. 
Summary: Puck is trying to come to terms with his situation. He tells Quinn what he thinks their futures are going to look like.
A/N: This letter is a side note to

Comments

[rallygirl33]

Awww. That last sentence is just HEARTBREAKING. ;_;

[startled_always]

Thanks so much reading and leaving a comment! =)

[jacs1010]

Another amazing letter bb :)
So sad that this is how he sees himself nothing but a worthless loser. I'm sure he can still hear that time Quinn called him a Lima loser. Yes Quinn probably will escape this small town but if they had of decided to keep Beth I'm sure Puck would have stepped up and taken care of her and tried to be a much better dad than his own father was.
Loved all 3 letters :)

[startled_always]

Thanks J! I just can't imagine what it must be like being in Puck's situation. It seems like a nightmare to me. The sense of hopelessness, you know?

Glad you liked the letter. =)

[lizzylizbian]

another brilliant letter. enjoyed the tone on this one immensely. you can hear him coming to terms with ever word, but it's bittersweet. because he knows that he's not going to amount to anything. "For giving me that moment when I first saw her and I was king"... i think for many people like puck - high school is their glory days. and it may have been that way had it not been for beth.

really beautiful.

[startled_always]

Thank you so much for your comments. Very happy you liked the letters! =)

Imagining living a life like Puck's initially made me think I'd rather slit my own throat but then I thought, millions of people live like that and who am I to say it's a sad existence?

I mean, I think most of us have had dreams that never came true, wished we were something more/else at one time or another. Enough tipsy rambling now. =P

Anyway, writing these letters made me think.

[startled_always]

Thanks Lovebug! I really appreciate you reading the letters and I'm so glad you liked them! =)

I think the show hinted that Beth was a big deal to Puck. But the reasons for giving her up were too overwhelming for him to fight. He's a boy with a lot of insecurities, he has no substantial financial means and he has a low social standing outside of school. Or at least, that's how I interpret things. But he's not a bad guy really.

I'm not a parent myself but I imagine that becoming one does things to a person. And this is what happened to Puck, in my head.

And yes, the letters are kind of sad but I think giving up a child is a sad matter.

Glad you made it out of your trip in one piece! =P

[lovebugxstories]

yes, I also think that they definitely hinted she was a big deal to him and i think at the time when the pregnancy and Beth being born HAPPENED, it was handled all right. But after that they dropped the topic like a hot potato, that's what bugged me so much about it and what I thought was so flat.
otherwise I absolutely agree with you =)

and yes, I'm glad too! I have real internet. It's a miracle!