Jun 11, 2005 18:21
So Dee is down for the weekend... It's been really good to see her again and to spend some time with her, one-on-one, you know.
I've started studying "How To Not Be With You" by Brian Lowdermilk, with my singing teacher. It's a song that I really love. It's beautiful... I just wish I was in new york, to see some of the stuff he's written. it would be amazing. I think he is extremely talented. It is my desire to write with him. yeah, sure like that would happen... But one can dream right?
My friend who OD'd has gone onto anti-depresants now... I'm a bit worried for him. But I think he'll be ok. At least thats what I feel...
On A Side Note
What's with everyone around me being either in a relationship or getting close to it, and here I am still single for coming on the 3rd year in a row. What? Am I a lepper? Usually it doesn't bother me too much, but you know how sometimes, it all just gets a bit too much and you just want to scream... Well I reached that point yesturday I think. I wanted to just go out into the middle of the street and just scream. I know that it would then fill me with a huge sense of relief... just to expell it all from my system.
Ahh sweet relief.
In Other News...
Dee's gone off to dinner with friends tonite, so I'm here alone doing my thing. Thought about going out tonite, but honestly I couldn't be assed. So, I've decided I'm going to attempt to do some writing which could end up being fantastically productive for me. I really want to do some work on Faith... and some research on Father|Son. More news as it becomes available...
LoL
Over... And Out!