May 21, 2005 22:55
I didnt think it would happen again this bad so soon...
I snapped again, its like my mind just did this 360 and suddenly reality was this weird abnormal thing and all that existed were these far out freaky concepts and irrational fears that I just couldn't shake.
If only there was a way of getting over this, of getting rid of it once and for all.
I dont know maybe I should see a therapist or something but, everything they could tell me I already know, and I already tell myself...
I just want to be free... free...
No longer shackled to these fleeting moments of insanity that render me in stone for a while and just destroy my life...
But then I psyche myself out if it and they go away and I'm back to normal... but then I always wonder about next time.