"It's cruel and unusual torture. Um, punishment." "I have smart friends." <3

Nov 15, 2004 20:59

I went to Valentine's house tonight to work on the lamest project everr and I had so so much fun because I love my best friend and I'm just going to miss this SO MUCH when she goes away!
We just sat in her room for hours with glue and construction paper and Jason Mraz...
...I'm already starting to feel the separation anxiety.
I'm not READY.

I need to stop being a waste.
I'm so sick of needing to alter my consciousness in order to be myself.
...Aren't I not myself if I fuck with that?
...I'm just lost, it's somewhat expected.

I'm still really messed up about the boy, and the girl, and the lies.
I'm so sick of being your midnight last resort.
I'm better than that.

I'm so tired, everything's so all messy.
I just need to get away again.
And maybe stay away.
Or perhaps let someone in.
I miss you.
---.
<|3

"I'm a hardcore addict without the substance."
"So you're straightedge?"

Hahaha "Are you Jenny Valentine?"
<3333333333333333333333333333 DON'T GO AWAY TO COLLEGE BITCH!
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