life.
deep. deep emotionally, deep literally, and deep physically.
you wouldn't understand.
he makes me feel like i'm always doing something wrong, like i'm always fucking up, like i have no say (and what i do say, has no relivance) in our relationship. it hurts to know that because i'm putting so much into this, i have to limit what i show him. how long is it going to take, how long am i going to have to wait, until he will allow me to make him happy? i'm tired of just being something he's content with. i want to know.
i moved out. i'm on my own now. paying my own bills. doing my own things. being my own person with no one to judge.
...living. and really expeiencing it all. soaking it all in.
jennifer is awesome.
the pets are awesome.
the trailor is awesome.
this is the start of something good.
you wouldn't understand.
he makes me feel like i'm always doing something wrong, like i'm always fucking up, like i have no say (and what i do say, has no relivance) in our relationship. it hurts to know that because i'm putting so much into this, i have to limit what i show him. how long is it going to take, how long am i going to have to wait, until he will allow me to make him happy? i'm tired of just being something he's content with. i want to know.
i moved out. i'm on my own now. paying my own bills. doing my own things. being my own person with no one to judge.
...living. and really expeiencing it all. soaking it all in.
jennifer is awesome.
the pets are awesome.
the trailor is awesome.
this is the start of something good.