trust your instinct
I was really happy with this one. Things were really great, even if he happened to know alot of the people I know from his high school, and they all have a weird connection that is not his favorite subject. Then things got really weird today and he was acting like a complete drunken idiot treating me like someone should never even treat a friend. I do blame it on the alcohol partly, but I don't know if I can excuse it. Some of the things he said make me not ever want to trust him. The thing that makes me really angry is that I really really didn't want to like him, and I think that gut feeling, that bad feeling that you put on the back burner and ignore, was right. He's still supposed to call me back tonight...and I am going to ask him straight up, who does he think he is to treat me like this when there has been nothing to warrant it, and who does he think I am to take any of it. Luckily I don't have a shortage of good looking guys who want to hang out. I'm glad for my mantra to trust no one, because if it wasn't for that, I might have shed a tear over it all. Eff them all. When am I going to find someone who's normal?