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It's only a few weeks into summer and I'm already pretty ready for school to start again. I've been keeping myself busy with work, my online summer class and working out. It takes up the majority of my time during the week but it doesn't seem like enough. I expected summer to be so much different. I think we all did. I work from like 8am to anywhere between 5 and 6 every night. Then I go home and either exercise then do homework, or do homework and exercise. That's what my life has turned into.
When I get home from work I'm too tired to do anything but I feel like even if I wasn't, there'd be nothing to do anyways. And when I do get out of work and get all my stuff out of the way, it seems like that's when everyone else is working. I have a love/hate relationship with my daytime work schedule. I love that I have nights fairly open but I hate that I miss the sunlight and the activities that are better in the afternoon. And I hate it because like everyone works night shifts. I was really excited to come home finally when school ended. I was so excited to see everyone and to catch up and hear about everyone's lives and I want to be able to tell people about mine and it's not happening. I've only been out to do something a couple of times and don't get me wrong, it was nice to see the people I saw, but again.. not enough. I want to hang out with people that I didn't hang out with enough in high school. And I want to hang out with the people that I saw a lot during the school year, but hardly at all during the summer. I want to go to the beach. I want to go out to eat. I want to go on walks in the park. I want to go to the movies. I want to have barbeques. I want to go swimming. I want to have lazy movie nights. I want what summer is supposed to be, and what I'm getting is far from it.
I feel like a lot of people are in the same boat in some way or another.
I don't know if anyone actually reads this but if so, can we fix this please?
When I get home from work I'm too tired to do anything but I feel like even if I wasn't, there'd be nothing to do anyways. And when I do get out of work and get all my stuff out of the way, it seems like that's when everyone else is working. I have a love/hate relationship with my daytime work schedule. I love that I have nights fairly open but I hate that I miss the sunlight and the activities that are better in the afternoon. And I hate it because like everyone works night shifts. I was really excited to come home finally when school ended. I was so excited to see everyone and to catch up and hear about everyone's lives and I want to be able to tell people about mine and it's not happening. I've only been out to do something a couple of times and don't get me wrong, it was nice to see the people I saw, but again.. not enough. I want to hang out with people that I didn't hang out with enough in high school. And I want to hang out with the people that I saw a lot during the school year, but hardly at all during the summer. I want to go to the beach. I want to go out to eat. I want to go on walks in the park. I want to go to the movies. I want to have barbeques. I want to go swimming. I want to have lazy movie nights. I want what summer is supposed to be, and what I'm getting is far from it.
I feel like a lot of people are in the same boat in some way or another.
I don't know if anyone actually reads this but if so, can we fix this please?