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my thing says I haven't updated this in 68 weeks hahah.
I still don't think it's hit me yet that high school is actually over. I mean yeah its great to not have to wake up at those ridiculous hours to sit in school for endless hours but it's just weird to know that we'll never have to do it again. it's US. it sounds so cliche and lame but i can still remember my first day of high school ever, down to what i was wearing. i remember watching my sister graduate and all of the other upper classmen walk in their caps and gowns and we just did too and its crazy. those 4 years have flown by so fast and now I'm sitting here, a high school graduate, wasting my time so that I don't have to take a math placement test for college. COLLEGE.
we've had our prom, our class day and we've graduated. we're done. and I thought it'd be all tears and "ohh im going to miss you so much"'s but it hasn't been like that at all. i'm sure that'll come in time though.. well, when we're all loading up our cars with our college gear finally having to part ways.
i got this acting job offer from my friend that graduated the year before me. he acts in a traveling dinner theater group and he sent me a message saying: "my acting group is looking for a strong female actress and you're the first person that came to mind. I couldn't see anyone else filling this role like you. If you're interested, let me know and I can set you up with an audition".
getting paid to act? of course im interested. i dont think ive ever been more flattered or excited about something in my life. i got in contact with him but the only problem is that they would need me a lot for shows in the fall, and by that time I'll already be up at UMASS. I mean, i could travel back and forth on the weekends but honestly, in my first semester at college, i don't think id be able to handle doing that on top of my double majors and doing shows there. but i really really really want to. we'll seeee.
my mom had surgery today. she had a hysterectomy. the procedure she had was really risky, and the only reason she did it was because she didnt want to miss a lot of work., dont get me wrong, i admire the fact that she's so dedicated to her job but i didnt understand how she could put her work before herself. i guess women have died from the procedure and its gone wrong on some people and it wasn't the top choice among people cause of the statistics but its the one she picked. i stressed about it forever, especially this morning of course. like, ive never been so worried about something ever. i dont know what i would have done with myself if something went wrong, but it all went fine and shes resting in bed.
thats all for nowwwww.