mr. alain m. budd
i cant even talk about him in past tense. budd was...
it doesnt seem real. i can't let it be real.
i'm just waiting for him to pop out from around a corner or something and just be like NOOO GUY! it was a joke! but obviously thats not gona happen.
it's hard looking for him in the hall where i'd normally see him between classes, searching frantically, when in the back of my mind i know that i'm not gona find him. but hoping that somehow, he'd be there.
you're finally right where you've wanted to be for over a year now hun. with you're gorgeous mom. together again. that's love.
as they say, only the good die young. rest in peace, alain michael budd. 1/29/05