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today is matts birthday.
happy birthday to matt.
i talked to kamran and sort of had it out with him, although im not sure if he was too drunk to remember, cause it was at the end of the party, but i said what i needed to say, and he reacted the way i needed him to react, and i really hope that someday we can be friends again.
on the other hand, there are things i need to deal with and people i need to talk to, but i just dont feel like dealing with it or talking to them, so im not, and i think its making things worse.
i hate seeing friendships wasted like this but its gotten to the point where hanging out is almost impossible, and always awkward, and i really dont feel like its my fault because three of our friends have told me they feel the same exact way. im sorry for being vauge, but i think its pretty clear what im talking about.
when things get to the point that theyre this bad, i shut down.
so, thats that.
birthday love time.
happy birthday to matt.
i talked to kamran and sort of had it out with him, although im not sure if he was too drunk to remember, cause it was at the end of the party, but i said what i needed to say, and he reacted the way i needed him to react, and i really hope that someday we can be friends again.
on the other hand, there are things i need to deal with and people i need to talk to, but i just dont feel like dealing with it or talking to them, so im not, and i think its making things worse.
i hate seeing friendships wasted like this but its gotten to the point where hanging out is almost impossible, and always awkward, and i really dont feel like its my fault because three of our friends have told me they feel the same exact way. im sorry for being vauge, but i think its pretty clear what im talking about.
when things get to the point that theyre this bad, i shut down.
so, thats that.
birthday love time.