why i cant sleep
my sister posted to her myspace page a pic which i took cause it was the last family pic with my mom still in it. her birthday was the 9th of july it hurts not having her here. i miss her so much. i see her when i close my eyes again just lying there on the floor. i think she trying to tell me something but i cant hear it.i go to the grave tomorrow i have not been down there sence mothers day.i just am trying to get buy one day at a time.i hide my true feelings inside cause i dont want people to worry or get upset around me.