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When I was younger, I never dreamed I would hate who I am. But I do. I hate myself, and everything I am. The think that kills me is that I can't change it. I try to ignore everything, but I can't. I cut...and cut more, and more, and more. I'm weak. I hate myself, I can't believe how much I hate myself.
How can anyone else love me when I can't even love myself?
I feel as if when God made me, he forgot to put one, tiny, integral part in. I feel like there is something missing inside me. Something wrong with me.
I'm just really tired of being tired of this. And so tired of feeling utterly alone.
How can anyone else love me when I can't even love myself?
I feel as if when God made me, he forgot to put one, tiny, integral part in. I feel like there is something missing inside me. Something wrong with me.
I'm just really tired of being tired of this. And so tired of feeling utterly alone.