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[startexploding]

what if I ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how I feel

but that day will most likely never come for me
and it's just my luck to end up getting stuck
to everything you are

so tonight I`ll sit and pick apart your pictures
and overanalyze your words
but the truth is that I`ve never fallen so hard
it's taking everything in me
just to forget your sweater so far

and I can honestly say
that I never, ever, ever felt this way
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin
these are the parts of your body
that cause my comatose to begin

I will sleep another day
I don't really need to anyway
what's the point when my dreams are infected
with words you used to say
I will breathe in a moment
as long as I keep my distance
I wouldn't want to go messing anything up

so don`t go worrying about me
it`s not like I think about you constantly
so maybe I do, but that shouldn`t affect
your life anymore
I knew it the moment you walked into the door