Blughhh
I need to start making decisions that I actually consider and truly want to make.
It makes you feel shitty when you are caught making decisions that are those of a person who is the complete opposite of you.
How did I get myself in a situation, circumstance, mind-set to be making the decisions opposite of what my every instinct tells me?
I am certainly making inappropriate use of my brain, and need to cease this abuse at once! Body and soul, consciousness not brain-glaze.
These instances (otherwise known as "wake-up calls") will continue to happen until I gain more control, until I fight for my soul.
It was SO much easier to do while I was in love.
But happiness isn't supposed to be that easy.
Therefore, I am not supposed to be in love.
Ohhhh philosophy has me nearly writing my thoughts in argument structure.
I guess I should sleep some, hm?
Logic logic logic.
It makes you feel shitty when you are caught making decisions that are those of a person who is the complete opposite of you.
How did I get myself in a situation, circumstance, mind-set to be making the decisions opposite of what my every instinct tells me?
I am certainly making inappropriate use of my brain, and need to cease this abuse at once! Body and soul, consciousness not brain-glaze.
These instances (otherwise known as "wake-up calls") will continue to happen until I gain more control, until I fight for my soul.
It was SO much easier to do while I was in love.
But happiness isn't supposed to be that easy.
Therefore, I am not supposed to be in love.
Ohhhh philosophy has me nearly writing my thoughts in argument structure.
I guess I should sleep some, hm?
Logic logic logic.